March 2013
icehaiku:
“I’ll always be here waiting for you,” were the words I never said, but wished I did. And even if I never have the chance to say them, I will always mean it for as long as I lives. If only you knew that my heart beats for you. Because home is where the heart is, and you have mine. So no matter where you are, no matter where you go—a piece of mine will always follow. And that’s just...
사랑해: Everyday I feel you slowly fading away from... →
icehaiku:
Everyday I feel you slowly fading away from me little by little. I feel us fading. But us never happened and I’m hurting by that fact every second in my life. It’s like ever since you met that person, I felt a void starting to emerge. I wish I could tell you everything. Everything that I feel about you. But I can’t. It’s impossible. Even if I was given the chance, I wouldn’t be able...
사랑해: When your new boyfriend tells you that he... →
icehaiku:
When your new boyfriend tells you that he loves you for the first time, you call me first. You say you can’t handle it. You say it’s too soon. You say words like smothered and clingy and I’m digging my teeth into my tongue because you must be the last person to know, aren’t you, you really must be the last fucking person on this earth to have a clue.
You demand to know what makes you...
사랑해: I barely trust anyone. Not even myself, at... →
icehaiku:
I barely trust anyone. Not even myself, at times. But I’ll always go with what I feel is best. The moment I second-guess is when I’ll know that it’s not right. I just go with what I feel. I trust my own instincts more than anyone else.
The thing with life is that as it goes on, it changes. And we also change. It’s inevitable. That’s just how the story goes. As time goes on, we learn...
사랑해: I’ve already come to the conclusion that no... →
icehaiku:
I’ve already come to the conclusion that no one will ever fully understand me. And it’s one of the various reasons why I keep certain ideas, or thoughts, or feelings to myself. I could never explain such things in a way that’ll satisfy me. I could say the simplest thing and have a world full of complications behind it.
I often struggle with finding the right words to say. But it’s not...
사랑해: You only pretended that you were independent... →
icehaiku:
You only pretended that you were independent and strong and didn’t need anyone else by your side. And you did a great job at making everyone believe so. You even fooled yourself. You would always tell others that you could stand on your own, but little did you know, you were only holding onto the idea of standing on your own. And I knew this. I saw right through you.
Sooner or later,...
사랑해: As I drown in my own despair with cups filled... →
icehaiku:
As I drown in my own despair with cups filled of caffeine to numb the thoughts that flood my mind, only between the hours of sleep and awake is when you’ll truly find me. But you’ll never find me vulnerable. I can never seem to let my guard down. Even when there isn’t a single soul around.
They’ll always tell you to have hope. Through past personal experiences, I’ve learned to never...
사랑해: I fear the thought of being attached to... →
icehaiku:
I fear the thought of being attached to someone for the rest of my life—holding on to something that could effortlessly slip through the spaces between my fingers in an instant, with such ease, with no remorse. It could go both ways, of course, being attached to someone and all. You know, happily ever after. But that’s the kind of stuff you’ll tend to find in made-up stories, films,...
December 2012
doortomydream:
I believe we all have someone that’s perfect for us. We all want someone to love our imperfections. When we meet our perfect person, they will love our imperfections because deep inside, they want someone to love them regardless of their own imperfections as well.
November 2012
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September 2012
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When you are alone. When I’m not there. Picture the moment when we first met. Freeze it. Embrace it. Make clear of every detail, every sound, every scent. Smile at our innocence. Laugh at our foolishness. Relive our experience.
And in that moment, I promise they will guide you through the pain.
August 2012
